The second last day of 2010

Thank you 2010 for coming to an end! Cant wait for a fresh start.
At work at the moment its almost 8pm and its so effing hot in here and I dont know where the bloody aircon is. Scanning is on the to do list for tonight. Working in an office is so much different then working in reasturants/hotels. It is good in one way, quite boring in another. Sitting down and time goes sooooo slow. However it is good to learn new skills and honestly if I make another champange cocktail, red bull/vodka I will go Insane!
Tomorrow is new years eve, Cant wait! Should hopefully be a fun/interesting night. Going over to some friends after work (get off 5pm) and then it is time to get on it!
Have been house watching up until today and it was very sad to go, the thing is shes got foxtel and I have been addicted the last week to keeping up with the Kardashias, Rachel Zoe project, Married to rock, Kendra and girls of the playboy mansion. Almost to that extent I did not want to turn the tv off or leave the house. Ah well I will never get foxtel it is way to dangerous. And then I havent even got started on the kareoke channel ahah my god!
Im hoping for some karoke when I return to Kiruna with my kareoke dudes (Malin, Linda, Emma, Johanna mm). Anyway might be time to return to the scanning, Happy new year to ya all! xo

Thank you Australia

Thank you Aussie! Here are som pics of some of the great people I meet and great times...

In 3 weeks I will return to Kiruna, for at least 6 months maybe more. Melbourne has been my home for over 2 years and it feels so strange to leave everything. It is with mixed emotions I will board the plane. Thanks to all the fantastic people I have meet and to my friends here. Its been so much fun to see another country and culture and to be a part of your life for so long. I see this my place as my second home and whatever happens it will always be close to my heart. I have learnt how to be a stronger and more independet person and I have experienced things I never thought was possible. I have seen good times and bad times, I have laughed and cried and I have loved every day in this amazing place! You have all been so nice and welcoming and I already miss you all! I will be back to see you all again soon, if not for a long time at least for a short. I just want all of you that have been involved in my life here to know how much happy and fortunate I have been to meet you all, from all my friends to Nick and his family, work mates and class mates and Kelly and her family, you have all been fantastic!

uppdatering

Idag har jag vart o shoppat, igen. Hmm har inga pengar men finns ju inget annat att gora. Nu sitter jag hemma och lyssnar pa Alicia Keys. 5 timmar kvar tills jag borja jobbet. Jobbar kvall idag och formiddag imorrn, sen ar det dags att dra till Sarahs fodelsedags fest. Ser fram emot det fast anda inte. Vet inte riktigt vad jag vill gora. Borja skolan och go na produktivt. Saknar alla dar hemma. Vill ju verkligen se min systers lilla bebis. Verkar vara massa grejer som hander i Kirko sa hade vart kul att vara dar. Kommer nog hem till sommaren i alla fall. Da har det gatt mer an ett ar sa det brojar val bli dags. Annat nytt, bilen gar bra hehe.
Pa tisdag far jag tillbaka mina resultat fran forsta terminen. Da blir det val att skratta eller grata fa se. Livet rullar pa ratt bra har annars, kallt bara. Det ar ju Australien vart tusan ar varmen! Ska ta tag i den har bloggen nu pa riktigt. Blir nog lite blandat engelska och svenska. Har kollat massa dokumentarer pa sista tiden om politik, religon osv. Kanner mig ratt forvirrad vad man ska tro nu for tiden. Kanner mig ratt lurad. Litar inte pa nagon i en ledande position na mer. Tycker att det ar bullshit alltihopa. Hjalpte Pernilla o flytta igar, sen pa kvallen blev den en ol pa peacook. Onskar jag bodde narmare city. Va ju inte menigen att jag skulle bli en suburb chick med hus och bil. Okey har ju inge hus men har bil och bor i fororten. Fast har bestamt att jag bara ska fokusera pa skolan sa allt annat fa vara ett tag. Man ser vad man hamnar helt enkelt. Fast ha borjat fundera mer och mer pa det dar med cruisework. Hade vart asnice tro jag. O massa pengar, sant gillar vi! Men tva ar kvar innan det ar dags for sana beslut. Ha det bra alla nu ska jag go na vettigt. Typ glo tv hehe kram.

Think

Behind every king, there is something even greater..
The power of change is within us
The real genuin life is around us, in our relationships, in our friends
It is not our clothes, neither our look, it is not the car we drive or the house we own
The security is not the comfort of our home but the comfort of our selves
We should no longer strive for things that does not matter
We should open up the curtain and see the real life, the genuin, the truth
The truth about humans and what we become
The world is what its been for along time
corrupt
We let it happen
So we should change it
We are still humans, we can still think and we can still speak

Just for now

Just for now they say, just for now. It brings me a sence of peace to know that. Yesterday was yesterday tomorrow is tomorrow and today is today, at least just for now. Just for now can be three months, 3 years or 10 years it does not matter how long. This is not the time for change, this is not the time to make life changing decisions, this is the time to heal. This is the time to controll the present, send blessings for the good things in your life and the time to make your self happy and empowered. The endless nights of worry for what tomorrow brings, it does not matter cause we are still in today. They are no wrong and right decisions to be made only paths to walk on. So the outcome is not what you expected, it does not matter at least you learn, that was the lesson you need to take. Just for now sounds good. Just for now sounds relaxing, living in the moment is empowering. At least just for now. Relax and shake the worries away, your on the right track cause there is no wrong track, at least not now. Today I will live like I never lived before. At least just for now...