uppdatering

Idag har jag vart o shoppat, igen. Hmm har inga pengar men finns ju inget annat att gora. Nu sitter jag hemma och lyssnar pa Alicia Keys. 5 timmar kvar tills jag borja jobbet. Jobbar kvall idag och formiddag imorrn, sen ar det dags att dra till Sarahs fodelsedags fest. Ser fram emot det fast anda inte. Vet inte riktigt vad jag vill gora. Borja skolan och go na produktivt. Saknar alla dar hemma. Vill ju verkligen se min systers lilla bebis. Verkar vara massa grejer som hander i Kirko sa hade vart kul att vara dar. Kommer nog hem till sommaren i alla fall. Da har det gatt mer an ett ar sa det brojar val bli dags. Annat nytt, bilen gar bra hehe.
Pa tisdag far jag tillbaka mina resultat fran forsta terminen. Da blir det val att skratta eller grata fa se. Livet rullar pa ratt bra har annars, kallt bara. Det ar ju Australien vart tusan ar varmen! Ska ta tag i den har bloggen nu pa riktigt. Blir nog lite blandat engelska och svenska. Har kollat massa dokumentarer pa sista tiden om politik, religon osv. Kanner mig ratt forvirrad vad man ska tro nu for tiden. Kanner mig ratt lurad. Litar inte pa nagon i en ledande position na mer. Tycker att det ar bullshit alltihopa. Hjalpte Pernilla o flytta igar, sen pa kvallen blev den en ol pa peacook. Onskar jag bodde narmare city. Va ju inte menigen att jag skulle bli en suburb chick med hus och bil. Okey har ju inge hus men har bil och bor i fororten. Fast har bestamt att jag bara ska fokusera pa skolan sa allt annat fa vara ett tag. Man ser vad man hamnar helt enkelt. Fast ha borjat fundera mer och mer pa det dar med cruisework. Hade vart asnice tro jag. O massa pengar, sant gillar vi! Men tva ar kvar innan det ar dags for sana beslut. Ha det bra alla nu ska jag go na vettigt. Typ glo tv hehe kram.

Think

Behind every king, there is something even greater..
The power of change is within us
The real genuin life is around us, in our relationships, in our friends
It is not our clothes, neither our look, it is not the car we drive or the house we own
The security is not the comfort of our home but the comfort of our selves
We should no longer strive for things that does not matter
We should open up the curtain and see the real life, the genuin, the truth
The truth about humans and what we become
The world is what its been for along time
corrupt
We let it happen
So we should change it
We are still humans, we can still think and we can still speak

Just for now

Just for now they say, just for now. It brings me a sence of peace to know that. Yesterday was yesterday tomorrow is tomorrow and today is today, at least just for now. Just for now can be three months, 3 years or 10 years it does not matter how long. This is not the time for change, this is not the time to make life changing decisions, this is the time to heal. This is the time to controll the present, send blessings for the good things in your life and the time to make your self happy and empowered. The endless nights of worry for what tomorrow brings, it does not matter cause we are still in today. They are no wrong and right decisions to be made only paths to walk on. So the outcome is not what you expected, it does not matter at least you learn, that was the lesson you need to take. Just for now sounds good. Just for now sounds relaxing, living in the moment is empowering. At least just for now. Relax and shake the worries away, your on the right track cause there is no wrong track, at least not now. Today I will live like I never lived before. At least just for now...