Monday, 11 July 2011

End of another week,

This week I have
  • got my car serviced
  • payed for my car to get serviced :(
  • seen a phsycic
  • starting to think about my future (again)
  • been very happy and smiled every day
  • attempted to be organised
  • started a diet which fucked up as soon as the weekend hit
  • seen my mentor and practice interviews
  • been accepted to become a mentor
  • volunteerd at Business chicks brekkie with Richard Branson
  • started to work on some ideas for a painting
  • brought back my child self to life
  • said anyone waiting 5000000000 times
  • worked with the bestest ppl
And through all that, one thing that has been on my mind is, even though I have felt happpy it has been mixed with the thought of you want what you cant have, and what you can have you usually dont want

Week coming will be interesting I hope, busy with a few obstacles to clime but hopefully a great one! And a week that will sort out these confusing  thoughs running through my head . Life is to short ton stress, what ever happen will happen...and can someone get the aussie dollar to drop I would be forever greatful!

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

Inspiration


 All my sisters and my brother





Dad Doing his thing!



 He might be gone but hes always with me my little Bongo!
My pretty little niece! I have 2 more, one that is soon able to go to the pub! And the boy who is taller then me (not fair)










Camilla, my brothers pretty wife on her hensnight, he really hit the jackpot there!
 Me and sis pretending to be cool!















My funny and kareoke loving cousins!
Home





Thinking about the good things in life, great family and friends, gives me the inspiration. I know I sound old when I say it, but the years do fly by!












Best Mum anyone can ever find!

Monday, 4 July 2011

Moving On

Moving on seems inventible, whetter it is from work, relationships, friends, where we life and does habits we all wish we did not have. Yep moving on is a part of life. It’s exciting; it is something new, something with endless possibilities….

Or is it?

Do we ever stop to think what we are moving on from? If we are stuck in that comfortable circle where nothing is really bad, but maybe not really good either, should we then make a decision and move on? But were?

If there is something I found out is that moving on is great in the beginning, then you start to question the decisions taken. What if what we moved from was better then what we found?
At the moment there are a lot of good, loving and wonderful things developing. And I’m grateful for it. But it is also and endless struggle every day, much harder then what it was before. I’m now starting to question whetter the positive is weighing out the negative.
I’m stubborn and I will not stop, even though I’m not sure what I’m looking for anymore or if I ever will find it. But sometimes the journey is more then the destination.

Moving on will hopefully makes life easier in a sense but again it depends on where you’re going.
The term I’m moving on we have all heard, said and experienced.
But if you find something great in life, something that makes you happy inside and out…why move on from it?
Then again, one thing can be great, ten things can be bad…but maybe that one thing is worth it. Staying true to your self and what you want and feel is the hardest thing you can do…And I still have a long way to go to get there. So I guess I just have to move on and see where the universe takes me.

My Favorite thing is to go somewhere I Have never been,
to find something I have never experienced, good or bad, happy or sad, 

Story goes on

and on..........