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Its not like I dont get it, I do. But maybe its better to pretend that I dont.
Playing smart or playing stupid?
Either way, I know I get it thats all I need to know.
The way you see me, the way you think I am, the good things you see in me, the bad things you see in me. They are all things YOU see in me. I do care how people view me. But how well do you really know me?
Do you know me well enought to discuss my actions? Do you feel you know me well enough to judge me?
Our actions is not always smart calculated choices, somethimes its plain stupidity.
But isnt that the whole idea? What is so wrong with doing wrong if you learn from it?
And remember what is wrong for me might not be wrong for you.

As I was reading through some old posts and I started missing people. My friends and family at home. But also friends here that I no longer have contact with for different reasons. I missed the feeling of feeling at home so to say. I do feel at home here, but I havent been here for that long yet. I havent created that homly feeling. Maybe I shoud start by organising my room.
Home is where the heart is. Im just not so sure where mine is at the moment.