staying

So woke up this morning but could not find my self getting up. Im still in bed.
I start class in 10, and I just dont care at all. I dont care about  uni, training, work.
All I can think about is finding a way to stay here.
I miss my home, I always will. It will always be home.
But Aus will not always be home unless I make it my home.
Every nerv in my body tells me to stay...But how???
The longer the waiting the sweater the kiss they say.
I been here 4 years and Im still not one step closer from when I started
I feel like giving up and accept a life somewhere else,
somewhere where I dont want to live. But I guess I can make it work somehow
I know some people think Im crazy, whats so bad with living somewhere else...
But if you found the place your ment to be, why keep looking??
If you find yourself fitting in at this place, why start over again?
If you found the person you want to be in a place that makes you happy, wouldnt u fight to stay??
There is nothing that say I wont feel different in the future, but I cant imagine I would
I know everything happens for a resaon, but this time I cant see what that could be