The last couple of days Ive been walking around with a big smile on my face everytime i think of that special one. Lets just say it happens pretty often. I just cant control my self anymore. Its been way to long now. Today I just felt like fuck this whole thing when´s the next flight 2 the land down under? Would be pretty stupid of me though cause hes coming in 3 weeks. Just feels like I cant wait anymore.
Anyway been thinking about my other friends over there 2. Miss them all. And missed my friends over here when I was away. I do belive it will be easier for me this time. Now I REALLY now that I want to be there. And when I miss my family and friends 2 much its time to take a trip home. Im just so curious how this all gonne end. Will I stay? Will this work? Will I get everything I want over there? Meaning a good life. I got so many dreams I feel its time to start fulfilling them. Slowly one by one. Did feel like the other day that my luck has finally turned and things are starting to look good again. It all about staying positive.
Now its time for me to take the dog and go on a long walk up the biggest hill in Kiruna. Need the exercise and so does the dog hehe.
And saturday its time for cocktail party cant wait! Will get drunk and sing songs haha
Over and out