nothing

Woke up this morning to the phone. It was a phonecall that made me happy for a while. Until I got up and that bad feeling returned. Why is it there and why cant I get ride of it? Its no reason for it to be there.

Anyway day went on. I stopped for a second and realized maybe I need a day or two for my self. Totally isolated from the rest of the world, no phones and no internet and no people. Maybe that will make me figure out whats wrong.

But where will I find that? Holidayhouse is covered with snow at the moment and I dont feel like going there and dig my way in. So, I will stay and wait for the answer to come to me.

Have to work this weekend, was looking forward 2 having it off. But maybe I will stay out of trouble this way. Tomorrow Im gonne get back into it. I had my week of sooking and eating junk. Now its time to get back to reality even if I dont feel like it. Cant stay away to long. Dont even know what Im on about. Almost 1 in the morning and Im getting pretty tired, even if I spent the first part of the day snoozing on the coach. Goodnight people. Tomorrow is a new day