marry the life you have created
create the life you want to marry
I have been struck by emptyness
Drink a glas of water my mum use to say when I said I felt empty. I have a feeling she might have been referring to hunger, but funny enough...when that feeling takes over I find my self drinking a glass of water and it actually works
I miss mother nature, I miss the trees, the smell of fresh air, the lake, rivers and mountains
I was not borned to live in complete isolation, but perhaps I was not borned to live like this either
I find my self thinking about camping, snow and fresh air. I need to get out of the smog!
I think a trip to Bright would be refreshing right now, when exams are over perhaps
Exams, that is what I should be doing. But I got the house to my self and I am Loving it! I use to belive I was a social creature..Now I have to say I love my own time..I seem to not want to go where there is a huge amount of people. I sometimes turn the radio down instead of up. I love complete silence!
Maybe this "city" life is starting to get to me, maybe cause I work at one of the most busiest locations in Melb CBD, maybe because the uni Library is flooded with exam victims and maybe because whereever you turn there is people! And if you have a day off and want to go out somewhere (on a public holiday) u will find the rest of the city chose to do the same thing!
Enough of complaining, I do love it...but sometimes I just want complete silence, no people, no crowds and no loud music! A nice cup of coffee with a friend at an empty cafe in the middle of nowhere would do me good right now!
3 exams to go! Then I will fix (and wash) my car, sort out the gym membership, do the stuff i have not had any time to do, watch a movie, escape the city, do my nails, maybe get an haircut and plan an intinerary for my family (half of it) coming in October! And read Knasen that hopefully will be on the way here soon!
But first off to bed, up in the morning, study economics get through the exam and burn the textbook!
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